Hello!

Today would have been more fantastic if I hadn't gotten sicker, or if my favoritest cat didn't run away. On top of that, we're supposedly giving away our old fat white cat, Heidi--TOMORROW. I will die. That kitty has lived with us for around a decade. I can't live without her, the bitch she is. 

Tinsley made me read my fiction story out loud to her today. Then mom got a hold of it and read it all, 7 pages single-spaced. She liked it!

Anywhoms. I don't think I'm gonna go to school tomorrow. I'm dizzy, tired, have a sore throat, headache, a cough, I sneeze a lot, my mouth is really dry, I get the chills, I get nausea, and other things. But I haven't thrown up, and nor am I running any fever. So. No Swine flu! Hooray!!

This medicine is making me tired. So good night!

Love,

Carrie Anne

NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I'm sick! 

This can't happen! I was going to perform at the Arts jam, but I can't sing on this sickness!!!

I was going to sing a song I wrote, called Distant Years, but NO. And the first time I planned to sing it (at symposium), I got sick. It's the curse of the song, it must be.

The AP Euro practice exam KICKED MY ASS. 

Anywho (do I overuse that word?)...

Sam's party was a lot of fun last night, but Alaina and I were essentially the last ones to arrive and the first to leave. I might have planned to be ten minutes late, but I didn't plan to get lost on top of that. Soooo I felt like a jerk. But it was fun anyway.

After the party Crystal slept over. And I beat my high score on Bejeweled Blitz (96,000 something). I dare you beat my score. 

Today we went to Birkdale and ate Gelato and had a fun time. I LOVE THIS WEATHER!!!!!

I feel like Joseph Goebbels. QW#AJSJSRUTHRU!!!

My head is throbbing and my nose is stuffy. I would feel better if someone commented. Pwease?

Love love and love love love,

Carrie Anne

I think I'm turning into an emotional wreck. When did this happen??

This morning I stumbled into school, drained and tired. I cheered up for Fiction writing-- damn it I love that class-- and math even put a smile on my face. (I found out Mr. Taylor loves Scrubs as much as I do!!) But then something possessed me to tell someone (to spare any drama, you won't know the name) that they pulled a "bitch move". Then I walked away, hands shaking with anger. Then person number 2 walked by, whom I like. And next thing you know "bitch move" person, person 2, and I were all feuding in the girls' bathroom. I don't want to be "that" girl crying in the bathroom. But when "Bitch move" left, I was that girl. FML.

I decided that I was sleep deprived, I must have been with the way my temper was flaring. So I got home and took an hour nap before the phone rang. Things turned out okay, and "B. M." didn't win this one. 

Then I danced around in rainbow pajamas and celebrated my new found happiness. (I told you I'm a bundle of emotions) I pinned my hair up in a funny way so that it looks and feels like a hat. Then I ate a few cookies.  (See below)

Oh! In the news today I learned that North Myrtle Beach is on fire, and the fire is right by where my grandma and grandpa live (It's destroyed over 70 homes). So I panicked, but learned they're okay, and they just watch the smoke in the distance. That's nice.

I hope tomorrow I can be down to earth. I only have four classes since I have a double english drop. Hooray!!!

Emotionally,

Carrie Anne

Nevermind the "good day". Suddenly it's turned very bad. 

Today I took part one of my two-part AP Euro. test. I should also mention that it is the LAST AP Euro test I will EVER take (besides the exam[s]). That may or may not have contributed to the fact that my day was so fantastic. I love that the weather is warm, I love that thunderstorms just pop up and go away now, and I love that I've only got some 25 days left of school. Oh boy!

I wish I wish I wish... that... I'll get into a writing camp this summer! Oh please! I won't ask for anything on Christmas! It's all I want!!

I need new/more friends. Surrrrsly.

Love and joy,

Carrie Anne

I was in the middle of ranting to my mom about why I'm unhappy when my phone rang. Ironically it was him. So I answered. 

And I'm glad I did.

I'm a big girl, I make my own damn decisions.

=]

Optimistically (it's about time someone is),

Carrie Anne.

I think I've finally come up with a story idea! I haven't been inspired lately on a scale large enough to form a story around, but last night a story hit me out of nowhere. We'll see where it goes. I'm thinking it'd be a suspense story. Fun times!! 

I watched the movie "W." with my Dad last night, and it was pretty awesome. 

I feel like a failure... all I've really done this weekend is walk around downtown and play bejeweled blitz on facebook. Which reminds me that I really need to play bejeweled blitz now.

Carrie Anne