My life has been interesting lately, to say the least. The sun is shining, I've got all the free time in the world, I'm free of heartbreak... But I'm so confused. I'm so blank. It's not a recent thing, this emptiness. Maybe it isn't just me, either. But when I was a wee little child I just lived and inquired. Here I am trying to remember what it was like, when I'm most likely just wasting my time. You know what? I'm probably just doing a horrible job adapting to my life. Our environment is constantly transforming, so maybe it's time I underwent a transformation of my own. The only enjoyable part of this tabula rasa feeling is that I'm freeing up my options for the future.
Think about this with me. Unless the world really does end in 2012, I can expect a long life ahead of me. I can hope to one day be in love, pursue my career as a musician and a writer, and eventually become someone to both a family of my own, and also to the world around me. Because if there really isn't anything waiting for me when I die, I want to be remembered here. In this life.
Too deep for a blog?
Possibly.
Too deep to consider?
Never.
Love always,
Carrie Anne.
About Me
- Carrie Anne
- I don't have my own chamber of secrets. Anything you'd like to ask will almost certainly have an answer. Go for it.
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